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S2E2 - Satanic Initiation - Spinning History through Nyx with @GnosticInformant

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Questions take me to that happy hour I never had

Show me the girl I never met I want it so bad where is that Golden Palace where is that [\\h__\\h] called Destiny I think she ran up without me oh

Welcome back to Lady Babylon satanic initiation we have some announcements before we begin tonight I'd like to say we're going to have a new feature called testimonials and how we'll do that is I will contact you and I will talk to you for 60 seconds and you will answer the question how did reason give use attorney and freedom how did reason give you the unassailable

Freedom if I can get 60 Seconds of your take I think we can see each other here a lot better I really enjoyed talking to you and getting to know you um tonight we have the privilege of summoning the ghost of a Dead Man twice

Gnostic informant will be joining us immediately following the summoning we look forward to it

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All right let's get started here I'm going to show you a very short little video here that I've put together with another great song from Zane Campbell um but before I do that I just want to introduce you to somebody named

Hermotimus who is this guy hermotismus his name means honor of Hermes right isn't that nice hermotimus honor to Hermes so of course that's where we begin um you need to see him uh and what I dug out for you from the corpus metachorum gricorum

It's in a section on almonds notes I I rather like that and I asked for mathematics I want to show you that Source now so that we can visit with a dead devotee of Hermes

Yes and so that we can um understand the initiation yeah fantastic let's go ahead and bring this up um no let's go ahead and start with the video cue the video please oh actually go back yes I'm sorry we should do the text first

Yes so this is I'm just going to translate this to you quickly reading it off my screen to you yeah so um these things are said about um hermodimus yeah the classmenian you know they say that his soul was separated from his body and went around you know a long time and was able to locate itself in different places and to prophesy or to tell the things that were about to happen to the people there for example he could talk about whether it was going to flood or whether there was going to be no flood whatsoever

Maybe drowned whether there was going to be some kind of seismic activity or whether there was a plague coming yeah such things you know such things now he did this with his body laying there

Yeah they say his soul came back into his body like it was a sheath and it revived the body huh yeah so he would do this thing quite frequently and he told his wife certain commands that when he was going into the separation

That she shouldn't touch any part of his body and she shouldn't let anybody else of the citizens the locals don't let them touch it and certainly not any other men but these guys came into his house one day and they were pushing his wife and she showed them and there he was lying on the floor naked

Totally Motionless

So what did they do they picked up fire and they totally burned his body you know why because they thought since his soul had separated it wouldn't be able to return and that his life would reach its ending and uh yeah so it happened

Now the class of minions even up to today when you and I are talking they reverence hermosamus they even built the temple for him yeah and then they forbid that any woman should ever enter it because of what I just told you

There are going to be images here which I need you as the congregation to be absorbing to be taking in um Pythagoras said hermotismus was his previous was his previous incarnation yeah that his soul CK was the same so this fascinating art

Of being able to project oneself across time and space outside of a corporeal form to the extent that you can your adolon actively appears and teaches

The future yeah this is Pythagoras you know right up he's he's on it and he's right in this saturnian Gap and that's where we need to be in that saturnian Gap we have somebody tonight in that Gap

Um coming on in just a minute yeah yeah so I wanted you to I really wanted you to ground yourselves tonight let's watch this video and then discuss a couple of images and immediately we'll introduce and bring on now it's the conformant

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1000 Times

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And I know it walks with me instead

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Never gave me peace

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Me

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Imagine things

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Reason governs substance that's what her motimus was contributing that there is a Quantum universe that exists and that you can create within that universe that it is mind it is mind that acts upon the substance

Yeah hermosamus that's quite revolutionary did they burn you yes they've burned him they've burned him alive it's a good thing it makes you wonder what happened to him as he was out because you know if he was like in pedicles you know he could go to sleep for 47 years 56 years whatever it was yeah and um come back he could move through time like that yeah these are the Builders of your

True civilization yeah we are going to look at some hymns but first we're going to do it through Neil so I would like to welcome before we before Neil opens his mouth I would like to introduce I would like to introduce him as a new man with regards to one thing and one thing alone um before he was goat feces right but now he possesses a name

He possesses a name that's right he was able to work he was able to work through the rights he was able to skim them just just with his own you know I I wasn't going to do it for him and to be honest Neil I got I got to tell you your final find I did not think you would make it by tonight I didn't I was dreading I was like I don't think he is so now after the pseudo Knicks thing you didn't have the faith in me after

That yeah yeah yeah I knew that I knew that it would be great to have you so that you could talk about can you start us from the beginning can you tell us about casting out demons can you tell us about purification can you tell us about um those powers that you're interacting can you tell us about Mania can you tell us about Mania can you um uh can you make us comfortable with your Herculean

Cross-dressing Mania

That's the whole point is to enter into the Mania and to harness that energy and to hold on to it and then to focus it on the image of the Goddess NYX and pseudo Knicks that means the image of the Knicks of the image of night and uh sometimes you might need a little boost which is you know so Ayahuasca or some kaikon or something that gets you in that Mania and then then that's you see this even even outside of uh the Mysteries even Christianity you see this in the church as people are speaking in tongues they don't know why that's

Working they think it's Jesus doing it to them but no that's the spirit of the bakoy that's the Mania that's the frenzy that's what that is so Neil could you tell us about working with some of those images you you went to the thesmaphoria you went to the phasma for you and I can tell you confidently from the Throne of Satan knowing with the congregation knowing what that is um uh we we went to the thesmaphoria together and um tell me about tell me about the Korra and tell me about be you

Boolius will you for a second and witness to what's going on ah the the dawn it's that Dawn energy if you know if I want you guys to pay attention to something if you have a chance to get out at dawn 5 a.m and just take in the atmosphere there's an energy there's a magic in the atmosphere the Dawnbreaker Lucifer the the the bringer of light out of the darkness that is the most psychedelic time of the 24-hour period and that is the most that is the time where you're

Closest to if you want to say this is how I'm going to interpret it because hard language is hard to express this but I but I guess the best way to explain it would be that is the time where you're closest between here and Hades Hades is closer at that time your the portals opened up that is the time to be to be to be doing your get your hem out get your hand to Nicks out get your hem to Bacchus out and do the him do you feel that's that's the time

To do it that's the the the the the dawn time the light the Lucifer bringing bringing Lucifer from your head that's what it says in the in the Hercules his head was Rising with the light which was the last word that you told me to look for which I was blown away by because I mean look at the English it's not there you read the you you know a little bit of Greek enough to translate just enough to look up each word oh I can read the word and look it up that's

All you need to do because you can go word by word and you'll find it you'll find and this is this is one of the things about the Greek tool is you're you become your own translator you don't need Thomas Taylor anymore you pull out the Greek you read the Greek and then you can translate it yourself and interpret it your own way and Something Something Magic about that yeah hey that's uh hey all of you have heard that don't forget that and there's no charge that you're not going to spit

Use that as currency no because those are holy words right we're guardians of those things Neil possesses the sacred name he looks into the hymn right and people don't realize it Neil isn't it funny once you realize how the hymns work within the magic isn't it funny that um before you saw it as just the you know you've been to church and you've had hymns you've like him this is yeah yeah this is um the power transfer is amazing and now you are in night you are

In Black Knight and you're standing you as Heracles were searching I gave Neil um the search which he's which is now profaning right we're bringing to you the actions to bring it to you so live this through Neil the initiate um I wasn't going to do this if he couldn't unlock that door he found the thesma for you and you know I was I was you know I knew that he probably would and um but I knew this last final key that I asked him for a name that he was able to look into the text and pull out and suddenly make sense

Of how that hymn is working he understands now he's got he possesses the magic name so that gives him um a a vision right that gives him an understanding or a reality I had a choice of the goal with the the IV diadem or the L'Oreal but I want him to lower out because of the phasma fora is the light so Apollo is the is the L'Oreal I went with that's why I went with the with the that's I picked this for that reason and the lore out as a feminine in the uh

Ivy is male that was correct me if I'm wrong but we're talking when we're standing there with Heracles and we know the family of dawnbringer um we know that he is both male and female right yes yeah what did you you talked about dreams and Visions now could you tell us something please about because after the after the initiation you know you sit with a priest in Antiquity and the dude writes on a scroll what you what you've been saying right and then they use that they

Read off of that they're really using you as guinea pig right right but their read off of that it's a it's a real Quantum act so could you tell us about your visions yeah he's he's also Diana the luciferia the torch bringer

My last Ayahuasca trip I'm not gonna say when it was it might have been yesterday it might have been today I'm not going to tell you it might have been a year ago I'll just tell you what it was NYX was in the sky she was crying she was pointing to a bright star in the sky and I just I'll never forget it it was very Vivid it was very real and Ayahuasca is the uh it's that it's

That kaikion it is it really is I there's no doubt in my mind that the kai Keon has had DMT and it just like cut just like Ayahuasca does it brings you into the Mania and it shows you something it's real quick too but it's all it's all it takes we were uh let's bring it up to the let's bring it up to the church library and say um here in the initiation we're

Concerned with the one most potent elements of the communion is the historical power of the song So Neil is you know they're going to come bust down the door in a minute Neil and drag you away to the Inquisition and when they do I'm gonna swear I'm gonna swear that you are a Satanist like full-fledged right full-fledged but um

Before they before they get here and do that um Neil is talking about a magic that right now in society is extremely uh uh forbidden and not just for legal not just for legal sake or for clinical uh Health's sake um but also for religious sake because the communion is that transfer now Neil is working on his own end on that right I'm here to provide the images I'm the Mystic GOG right I'm providing you with the images that's all right and as I was telling Neil that I was like dude you

Got to do this you guys should have been there that he was so mad he was so mad and he was like God damn it oh I'm sorry I shouldn't say it online he was saying you know what what do you do and what are you doing you lied to me this can't be the case this can't be the case every word Greek one by one and I was looking up the the definitions in the with these Perseus Tufts we call it Alice so I was asking Alice what's this word mean when it's been what's the context of when has it been used

I don't know how many words are in that hymn 100 maybe 200 somewhere in between and I went through every single one didn't find what he was looking when he what he told me to find and I go are you see are you serious and that the one word that I found uh what was it that's in my Texas to you it was it was the one that had Aphrodite's girdle and I thought you were messing with me because I thought I found it and I

Thought you weren't telling me let's see which one where was that do you remember and I told him and I told him uh a dozen times I told him it does it's difficult when you're in this when you're in this window with um of opportunity it's difficult to to pull out the images and the focus and to really so I kept reinforcing was Neil Ponta Creator was one of them because that's all powerful I'm like is it that one you're like no yeah lying to me and then I found the one that was uh where

Is it the one about Aphrodite's girdle and I said this has got to be it I said there's no way someone would not make me find this word this is too this is too good because I was looking at the what Alice said about that word and there was a ton of initiation cult stuff going on with that word so I was I was like there's no way this isn't the word and I started getting pissed I was like you're lying I know and that's why then you

Like go through it again went through the whole hymn again word by word by word by word and then I found it I said his head of Hercules and I'm looking at the English and it said something about Hercules head brings out the light I was like Lucifer so then I found then I went back to the Greek where that passage was and I found the word it stuck out it just also I saw that for us that's my Forest boom and I texted you with the BAM uh

Emoji you know bam that little like Star thing found it and you were like good work you're like you let's do the show tonight I was like yeah yeah now you know the place I love this kind of this is this helps me learn Greek though all seriousness doing this doing this one I'm looking up Greek words I'm trying to pronounce them I'm looking up with the meaning I learned like 20 new Greek words today from doing this so this was a very educational process for me too this wasn't just you know

This was there's another side of this too is useful absolutely yeah now Neil I wanted to ask you again you had some dreams and you you're looking at night as and she is the mother she's the mother of Dreams and I'm just wondering what then images are you processing of night as you're doing as you're going through this process I'm having I haven't I've been having a reoccurring dream a lot lately and this reoccurring dream and it happens in different ways but it always ends up the ground opening up and going down in some

Some like underworld place whether it be like the one the one the one time I had this dream I was at a park there were people playing music it was like a party or something and I was on it I walked up a slide like a little kid would to go down the slide awesome the ground opens up again I'm like oh his dreams happening again I keep having this recurring the ground sinkhole opening up and everyone falling down inside of it so that's one of the things and I also wanted to ask you this too

What are the odds that when you and I a couple months ago or a month or two ago when we were looking for a secret word that had to fit a certain Gematria what are the odds that that had to turn out to be pseudo Knicks the image of Knicks and we're and this is all playing out like this it's interesting getting what you think I never thought about that until today yeah

Yeah yeah I'm right Neil and that's why I mentioned hermotimus because he is that one like Jung was doing in that video um he's the one who is able to make that connection right he's the um you've been to the you you you understand going into the deep night in order to reach the dawn because we are dawnbringers right we and you

Understand the connection with lucifera right lucifera you you understand that connection so as you're feeling this and as you're going as you're me I hate to say meditating because it's just like it's not it's just you're focusing right you just you're just setting your mind on something

Um as you're going through describe it as a Mania all right so yeah talk about talk about tell me about the man it's the Mania going through the hymns reading the words focusing on them looking at the images looking at the statues of the ancient Greeks made the ones that are they found in Athens the ones they found in Pompeii looking at these images and trying to connect with the words and the Greek and trying to speak them out loud this is the Mania it's the it's the energy that comes from it I know Sobek

Can identify with me right now because we talk about this there's something and Ariel or even price net probably a lot of people I don't know who knows how many people look good you know what I'm talking about something about this search for the in the ancient world just searching for these texts that's powerful and something that there's there's a there's a magic from it probably the same thing that a lot of people who go into religious fundamentalism get at but they

Falsely accredited to something that's not does that make sense yeah and does it do the does the context as you're going through this process and you're working the initiation the same avenues that they were working the same images do you find that it's um that it kind of fills you in on context like right now you go back and you'll find something when Jesus is like I am the way you'll know that he's talking about the abstract thing the way or with the Mystic the initiation

The initiation is the initiator there's initiation is the initiator I am the way there's one passage that nobody can agree on it's the most mysterious passage he says if thine eye be single the whole body is filled with lights and everybody all the scholars and all the different Christian denominations the Orthodox the Catholics the pro there are they all have their own way of interpreting what this how this means people think it's the third eye thing but what is he saying if thine I'd be single the whole body is filled with light

I think he's talking about apotheosis when he wants to say that he is one with God he says that you could do the same thing he's not saying that only he could do it and then just believe in him or he's saying I'm doing it you can do it anyone can do it he's going for the apotheosis the attainment of the gnosis that Paul talks about the mystery of the knowledge which is exactly what I would expect to hear from somebody who had been initiated into the mysteries of Heracles that's exactly how I would

Expect them to talk so do you do you see do you feel what I thought about today when you showed me that word I thought I said that's my photos my head bringing the lights I go that sounds like sounds like that verse from the eye being single your I being a one one eye bringing light that's what that means that's a luciferian that's a luciferian passage all day long correct correct and that eye or that Ops that gaze that that look

Um is supposed to be um gold when you when it comes to the medwa right The Courier herself the one who is the Healer right the one who is that sorceress whether it's kuria nukta or the Kora that Courier is the central figure of the hit of all the hymns of the orphic right over and over for a reason right there's a reason she comes at eluses there's a reason that she comes as Isis right we know that we know that there's a so um how did you feel when you're in the middle of this and you're looking at you

Know you want to be like Heracles right you want to you want to succeed nobody goes into the initiation want to be told uh okay you know come back in a month right um and I Pro for everybody who's watching this I gave Neil no hints he asked me repeatedly and I told him no you have to pull it out and he pulled that yes for us that Dawn bringer literally it's in the middle of the hymn in a mirror formation so that you can write because we use mirror magic if since we have ears to hear Neil has ears

To hear he knows what that means now he knows how to go back to the text and see oh photos sales right oh wait a minute right there it is right in the middle staring you in the face they're saying these and I'm sure Neil it's got to be back me up on this what do you think they said the song the song of the medwa is more powerful than the drugs that are involved that's what you give me your reflection on that yeah because the song is what gets you

Into the and it gets you into that like like the pythagoreans knew what they were doing when they were putting together the H string chords and they knew what they were doing they're fine-tuning the sounds and making sure that that that song puts that person into that trance into that mode to get in that energy the Mania to get into that revelry so it's more important it's more important to be there than to take the drug taking the drug by itself doesn't do is only half the book that's

Nothing the song is where it's at the melody the the the tune the hymns the the frequency that that's the word the frequency so ask any Christian who goes to church that their favorite part is the part where their parts start singing and dancing that's the part where they feel the spirit that's orphic

So the physics they're relying on the physics are there you know set within the images that their religion is pushing so isn't it funny do you get the feeling now that this whole last 2 000 year build up of accreted garbage

Um has given us this Faith thing we go to church we have the faith and we do this or we go through a certain number of steps and then we have the faith do you see how that is not the operation of the mystery the operation of the mystery is the bringing of the individual it's like taking a really good mom-and-pop owned restaurant and then corporatizing it and and making it for that for like every city to have every city has a buffalo wings now but the original

Buffalo wings from the beginning days was the real authentic version and it worked it was a miracle but all these other fake copycats it's all just cooker Cutty stuff yeah you get the little a little bit of a little bit of a jolt from it but it's not the real thing it's just a copy it's just uh it's like a ghost of our body it's not the real thing it's a phantom you can touch your you can put your finger right through it it's not real

You can't grab it but this the real Mysteries the real orphic alisonian Delphi Mysteries are the real deal that's where all this is coming from the the Eucharist drinking the blood and eating the body the brain and the blood the grape and the vine and the uh grain diameter and Bacchus putting them into your body becoming Bacchus by eating Bacchus by eating the grapes and drinking The Vine by eating the grain the uh the uh the uh the old uh ergot grain that has been fermented taking in those gods and becoming the gods

Becoming born dying and reborn rebirth all those Concepts that you see with these religions that don't understand where they come from or why they're even doing it that's why they're doing it because they took a process that's been working that has real magic Mania and they're trying to multiply it times a million and it loses it's like it's like taking the that first source of light this is with agnostics in fact this is a sethian text that says in the beginning the Creator was a source of light and then he be got

Two more lights those two lights had a little bit more dim and then those two lights we got more lights and those lights were a little bit more dim than that and then after billions and billions of trillions years you have these dim lights flying around creating stuff and that's what that's what yaldub Yahweh was he was one of those dim lights who thought he was the thought he was the big light but he wasn't there really is bet there's there's brighter lights than that that's what the sethians talk about so

Do you think that do you think that impulse toward the Open Eyes um do you think that desire to like take a breath because you know as you're going into it you're saying okay I'm gonna work myself up in this initiation how do I do it and I got to do diet and I got to do um you know I gotta I gotta regular and again I think this one is important um for entering that death State I think it's important for you to be really

Close that way um and to do the you know yeah with a full stomach you're puking it up yeah you need to leave 24 hours at least with no food if you're gonna eat anything I think this is interesting if you're going to eat anything they say eat some grapes now I think that's interesting because what is it what is what is grapes it's Bacchus the Vine the one thing that you can pop you can put in your stomach that's not gonna affect the Mania happens to be Bacchus

The bakoy the Vine I I actually I wanted to ask you about that what do you think about that uh I was concentrating on um I'm getting on that necromancy I'm always nil I'm always gonna air to the side of the necromancy and I think when you put when you starve yourself you go ketotic you enter into that state of of contempt for the living and that's what I was pushing now and you know hey if I was a little bit rough on you with the stop eating because you know Neil writes

Me he says I'm eating grapes I'm like dude you got stop right stop you got to do this we gotta do it right this stuff is authentic that's one thing I that's one thing I like about you Neil is that you not only possess the name now so I have to give you a certain amount of respect but um you go all the way you went all the way you got that final word I was like there's no ways getting it you know there's no way right I'm taking bets

With the devil I'm like no no he's not going to get it maybe tomorrow a couple hours ago foreign

I can pull it up sure uh yeah yeah let's put uh let's see if I got it online I'm uh let's see yeah work work on that for a second okay well it's number 12 right here all right

Derek please and he's gonna it's a round line it's a line 11. okay I found it I got it let me share my screen yeah and by the way yes please Neil thank you and by everybody who's watching this realize that we are sitting in the world's virtual Museum we

Have at our fingertips thing I mean I know you guys know this but you need to understand why that's so uh impressive and how fortunate we are which is we should say thanks so I'm going to read line 11 as Neil puts that up there um yeah

And I told you Neil I told you right Neil's having his dreams about night and I told him it's it's with night that you'll find right it's with night that you find and um look what he found he found the dawnbringer

Yeah why is she Neil what does it mean when it says that she uh uh uh that Knight and Dawn are it literally says around the head emanating around the head of this um Heracles and we thought Heracles was somebody else right you thought he was myth fairytale blah blah right no I'm talking with within the cult now Neil knows a different Heracles now right he's a Bowman right Neil yeah yeah down here yeah right here right is this the bow word and he's and he's Mantic

Yeah you're boloist with his now remember we saw that you know it was able to point that out guys I did not know that before today now I can now I'm telling you that what you did for me today I'm able to pull I'm able to look at some of these words and point them out without even having the English right next to me okay go ahead let me call you off go ahead no that's okay the eoboloi right those are the shutters of the poison we

Saw those in Nero's him Nero got for the sacred formula right the poison shutters um uh yeah and so Neil tell me though um as you're working these hymns over and you're going through this and you're TR you're you're attempting to break through that barrier

And you do you reach something you you got that name you pulled it out I told you calm down you calm down you cast out that demon who was calling me an SOB or whatever it was it wasn't that you know what I mean yeah but right right and we got rid of him as soon as we can cast out that demon then you suddenly have access you calmed and the very next text you sent me was the exact name that I was looking for from the hymn uh what's the magic of that tell me

Finding tough to find that that that that uh sacred name that sacred title so we know what really what Hercules is this so it's the ears to hear for the people on the outside they hear about Hercules and his 12 he had his 12 Labors and he was very strong and he he went to yeah you know he won every fight he was in yeah that's great cool but the inner Mysteries the deeper darker mysteries for those who have ears to hear is that Hercules is the male Lucifer but also is also who's also the female Diana

Very good and you can feel comfortable in that you can feel comfortable perfectly comfortable Satan's saturnian by gender doesn't bother you it doesn't bother you the devil has a sister Lucifer and lucifera and they happen to be a diet that they're not bother me I I like that that that's something to be proud about that's something that's amazing right yeah isn't isn't it remarkable that that it aren't haven't we switched Neil haven't we switched our polls where is it right here haven't we switched our polls now you suddenly have yeah you you

Suddenly have found out you suddenly found out that the bad guy is the good guy and the good guy is a creep and so now you understand why the whole entering into the morning you were sending me then you I saw when you understood it and you were like oh the morning it's morning exactly that's why I turn the lights off that's why it's darker here yeah nice nice I'm surrounded by Nick's right now do you what did you write on your I told you I told you before we went live I'm

Not having any lights on oh the only light on me is my computer screen and then I have the red lights behind me that's it all the lights are off that's it could you show us your head because I know you wrote some things on your head could you show us your head

Oh yes look at that that that is the son of Heracles right yeah let me see okay all right I couldn't really see what I was doing in the mirror so if it doesn't look right but okay can you read it at least you understand you understand I can't read that one you understand is that is that NYX or something though yeah I can't read next who yeah yeah it's probably because the camera's reversing it yeah I can tell this is n y x and then then here's the Greek oh I see oh I see yeah no it's Backwards yeah look you wrote it as if it were the reflection that's fantastic you wrote it didn't realize that holy

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Mirror magic bro now wait a minute Everybody is watching why why what is he doing he's putting the names of his God on his head and if you remember not only do the bad guys do this but the good guys do this too the early Christians are talking about being branded with the name of God so you know Neil

Physics here what does it do when you put that name of that God on your head it's freedom

It's that freedom to be to be one with the power with the Demonic power the demiurgic power over creation the keys to Victory that's what that feeling is nothing like it nothing yeah you've been sitting you can sit on that throne and you can feel that Kingdom power definitely love it being

Anointed by Knicks yeah nice nice now last question that I have and I'm not going uh I can't make it to the to the and I know people are going to want you to stay so I'm not rushing because I want you to answer a couple two if I can get two more questions I'll be happy um but I can't go to the after meeting tonight but I want to I'm going to be getting in touch with those people and I'm going to be doing short segments of your testimonies breaking out of Jehovah's Witnesses I can't wait for that one that one's going to be

Fantastic yeah well no this would just be one testimonial see it's one thing to just be a regular dude who wants to join this and get something from it and that's fine but it's another it's a whole nother thing to leave to leave the false religion for the real religion that's something whoever that is I don't know who it is yet he's not he's not telling people people see this is all private I have no idea who it is but whoever it is I already know you're

In that Mania right now you're feeling it you're leaving the church you're leaving that shackles behind you and you're starting a new thing nothing wrong with that awesome I support it I I felt so I I don't know I'm sure you felt this way before and I'm maybe I'm just feeling it for the first time but I feel such an attachment to what people were saying because people were coming forward in the Discord and saying yeah I was this and I was there for so long and it was like well what broke you out what

Got you out of your prison and it's the it's over and over and over again Neil it it looks like the audience has this consistently built into it is this just because we're is this how the world is that we've all been put into these Cults and now we you know it's time we don't have the options that's what I'm saying my my mission in life before I die is at least start one I want to have a hundred around the country but at least start

One Temple tobaccus somewhere start and then once that one gets put up someone else will see it and say we're going to start one in my city and next thing you know there might be a city that has more temples of Bacchus than there is for Catholic churches Catholic churches we might even take an old Catholic Church that turn that that fell apart and rebuild it as a temple of Bacchus one day that's what we need to start thinking about that's ahead of the times man you're

You're I think you're ahead of the times with that imagine if imagine if people were like you and had as much guts as you do and that same vision and you know started building temples started going back to the Pagan practices that built things like democracy that's all we had to do we had to say what the what was the algorithm that allowed you to do democracy you know and how how do we worship that you know Mary Mary beard they worship female Gods Mary there's a reason let me let me

Ask you that Neil you're talking about night black knight Dark Knight who is a female um how does it make you feel to worship a female absolutely perfectly fine great

Makes sense it it it's it it makes sense like that I don't know how to say it just makes sense that way because it worked we were born from a woman where that's where the pot that's the and that's Sophia the Ancients weren't stupid when they assigned Sophia to be female they weren't just making they were they knew what they were talking about that was that that Divine wisdom comes from the comes from the goddess you see that this man did more with um the songs of the ancient priestesses

Than he did with all of your modern scholarship and all of your feminism he just was able to break through you know to that place that uh that special worship of the of the great mother it uh I don't it almost feels like your life as a man is incomplete

Um if you don't have that you you sent to me one of the little clips that you sent to me you said oh wait a minute um it's the child nourisher right you were recognizing you were recognizing those attributes right those symbols were coming out to you they were healing it's a healing presence don't you think when you cast out those demons it's a healing prayer I think what do you think I agree 100 couldn't have said it better myself yeah it's that it's that's okay so you

Have the great mother and then you have Saturn the father but you have to enter into that divine child rebirth death and come out as the Divine Child and you need to reach that apotheosis and become one with the mother and the father and then yourself right now does it bother you that Jesus or do you understand when Jesus is saying look look you've got to re-enter the womb a second time he's the most misunderstood person in the world history he would have been one of us he wouldn't have been he would

Have he would if you you could bring if you actually could resurrect him brought him back he would he would not like where his movement turned into that's my final I'll never be convinced otherwise that if he came back he would be just disappointed in what his name ended up as and he'd be looking for people like you and me saying that's what I was talking about that's what I meant by being God by calling yourself God that's what I meant you can do it too

That's what he would say do you think now that you have been through um the gallery that is the the Herculean initiation and you understand the core Dark Knight do you think you could um uh

Help explain

Why the Christians would be so fearful of this cup of pornea giving

Um goddess um why you know it's in all the apocalyptic ah right it's all there and it's all a big important part of it so what in your experiences now you you're looking back and you've gone through this and you've been through it and you may continue you may make yourself do it again you know did you notice ambulance is like there's a whole bunch of different times that he's that he's initiated right yeah um

Um Augustus the the emperor of the western world he had initiated like five times they said twice into eluses itself you didn't have to go there twice but he did he went to Delphi he went to he went to all these different Mysteries and got initiated and you know he wanted to be that August one he wanted to be like there's that's there's something about that yeah for sure and and another thing I was just talking earlier I was recording with uh Dr Andrew

Um Henry Schuyler we're talking about early Christianity and uh it's this is the I know I know you're gonna identify with me I know you're gonna know what I'm saying right now and you're going to be because the default position by Scholars when they talk about the the O fights in the nazims the serpent Christians the ones that had the agathas Daemon the good Daemon this was a charm a magic charm that they would put in their house for good luck it was a serpent anyways

The hippolytus irenaeus Justin Martyr all these guys that are writing about these heretic Christians and saying that they're all you know uh drinking porneia and having orgies climate of Alexandria's writing about this and the scholars today the default position is that they're probably just making this out to make fun of them which could be true but I've heard a few people and I know you say this too this why why we know the bakic revelaries are real we know these rights are going on all over the Greek

World so why can't the Christians do it right it doesn't it doesn't seem it doesn't seem to fit when you know okay look when you what is better than these gods of antiquity then the god Dawn right she who would you want to embrace more than Don when we perform the mystery we know that that time is our time and that we rise to her right and that does something to us guess what the Christians were doing exactly the same thing haven't you ever wondered why

It says they all get up early and they all went out it wasn't because Christianity went pop onto the scene which is I swear with the academics support right they know that's not the case but it's what they support um and yeah and you're exactly right and in undercutting the O fights and saying oh it's the you know they're just making this stuff up to make their enemies look bad no no they're doing exactly what the pagans are doing this is a pagan mystery that's what I'm saying at the O fights

We're around to defend themselves they would say no no that's true we were we were getting down with the Mysteries the not seen preacher I mean come on what does the Nasim preacher say he says I call the Atticus the Assyrians call you at this though Egyptians call you Dionysus I'm sorry I gotta fix this but it's okay I can hear my voice anyway uh the the Thracians call you adamus all these different names and he says you know the player of the pipes Pan the player of the flute

Orpheus he's naming all these names off from the Mysteries and he's identifying the Christ as that so there's no doubt in my mind that the not seen preacher was doing this type of syncretism there's no doubt in my mind he's part and they're and they're all under the Mysteries they're all into the Mysteries so there's you can't tell me that they weren't engaging in the same things that were people in a Lucius were engaging in and getting that that Mania going that was the way to do it that was the origiastic rites of Orpheus the orphic

Theology is what gives us Christianity to begin with right exactly exactly okay everybody heard that not not from me from Neil and I'm 100 100 because he's talking about the evidence now he's just talking about who they were these people what were they doing right he's got nothing to grind he's got no position to keep he doesn't have anybody to impress and look good he's just holding up the evidence um Neil I'm gonna since oh do we get you back yeah um I'm gonna I'm gonna go

Ahead and cut off but I thought I would I would uh let you end it let you end it with something that uh you wanted to say about um about the value about the value of getting those images

Right of of digging in um uh just just tell me you're going to report back to the dojo next week for Greek and when I give you Greek assignments and I'm yelling at you to get them done you'll understand I'm doing it now to get you to have those eyes you've begun to see those texts now what do you anticipate from this point out you now you realize you can do everything now right if you if you perfect this art and this skill now you can act is that intermediary right you

Don't need me and that's why that's why I enjoy doing this is because it's me teaching you a skill I'm not taking you tuition right I thought it's the perfect thing to say to people it doesn't even have to be Greek even though that's where I would go because I think the Greeks have the I think they were the brilli I think they were the Brilliant Minds of our world but learn Sanskrit learn Coptic learned Latin and then go back and re-translate some of these texts for yourself and that is where that's where the magic happens

When you do the work when you teach when you get that nose this is what gnosis is it's not about just believing what the text says and just believing that you're some guy translated it for you correctly and you're just gonna watch a YouTube video go in and do get the gnosis get that Divine knowledge if you learn the languages go back translate it for yourself and I'm I'm doing John John look at that John and I'm finding out right in the beginning of John not only

Is there the Lagos which is a concept that means nothing way more than just the word that's not what it means but not but not even just that that's that's kindergarten stuff the next passage that verse 3 talks about uh talks about the uh the life of Zoe did you know that Zoe is in John no I just found that out from going to the Greek you wouldn't know that from the English but Zoe is in there so the logos is Zoe so I'm I'm I

Even had to ask lit wasn't is the logos a female he said some people do think that he said that's good translation no that's not in the English but I found that I found that from my own translation that the Lagos is life Zoe and Zoe's a female word because it ends with that that hater

Excellent you you heard it from the Gnostic informant get off your sofa and move over a cushion and get a program that'll help you learn Coptic or you know whatever look we're sitting in that museum we're sitting in that museum anybody who doesn't get up and do this um yeah thank you Gnostic informant um it is an honor sir to be to serve with someone who has obtained the secret name yes hail Satan how Satan show me The girl I never met I want it so bad where is that Golden Palace where is that horse called Destiny I think she ran off without